BIG SUM

So bored.

So incredibly bored.

I realize it's this boredom that made me decide not to recontract for another year.

Sure, it sounds appealing. Sit on your ass and do nothing while getting paid.

But the novelty wears thin.

The sad thing is that when I'm busy, I'm seriously busy. Putting in 10 hour days from mid-sept to December wore thin, but there was always this feeling of accomplishment.

I used to sit at my desk, trying to look busy, but now I don't even care. Classes are supposed to pick up soon, but with exams approaching. It's gonna be a few days of work before I slip back into this state of vegetation.

I've officially entered the vicious cycle where I'm so bored I can literally feel all my energy draining away which in turn prevents me from doing anything that would ease the crushing weight of boredom.

Even the act of blogging required way too much strength.

So bored, I can't do anything about it...

Does that even make sense?

Well, I feel a bit better now, but I get the feeling that it's only a matter of time before I slip back into my vegetative state.

Yesterday I fell asleep at my desk.

For an hour.

The worst part is that while I sit here bitching and moaning, it seems like everyone else I know is out there doing their things.

I need to jump onto that thing-doing-bandwagon.

Hence the no recontracting thing.

Then there's the problem of what to do post Jet...

...

Maybe I should sleep on it.

Ok, I'm going to stop bitching. It's not the way to start 2008.

Idea!

I promise the next post will contain 0% bitching. It might be a while, but so help me Jeebus, imma gonna write about something positive!

-Hitoshi "Funky, but not in a good way" Murakami